Monday, April 21, 2008

Feeling Love

I don't know if this is true, but I once heard that Geese mate for life. Every time I drive past a Canadian Goose I always see two together. Very rarely have I seen one that is by themselves.

That is what I am looking for. I want to find that one person that wants to spend the rest of their life with me. I want someone that will stick around when the times get tough and not run away.

It's been difficult healing from that pain. I have always felt that at some point people will leave me. From the very beginning people have been walking away from me. It all started with my Birth Parents and the most recent have been Laura and my entire family. I often times wonder why it is so easy for some people to just walk away from me.

So why is it when I feel unconditional love it doesn't feel right and I try to fight it? I am thankful that she is being patient.

Many of you asked about details and unfortunately I am not wanting to share many details right now. The two of us are still trying to figure out the meaning of our mutual attraction. I have a feeling it's going to be a rough couple of weeks because it is very clear that we both have a lot of things to heal before we could move our relationship to the next level.

But I think we are both willing to hang in there and take it one day at a time and just really enjoy being friends right now. I like this approach because it really takes the pressure off.

I kept telling my friends that I was shocked over this and they all said, "Ok, Whatever..." As you can see I was in complete denial for a long time.

Say a quick prayer for me and her because right now we both can use some extra prayers. And BTW, I think it's time to come up with a name for her for this blog. Any suggestions?

As always, Love got me here and Love will get me through.


Anonymous said...

WWWF Woman worth waiting for. :)

Patti said...

No, No, NO that sounds like wrestling LOL
How about PM (possible match which can later on be perfect mate)
You ARE worth unconditional love Caroline. Very worth it! Perhaps this is an early birthday present for you!

MJ said...

You are very much worth it. Somethings in life are really worth working for and waiting for and when you get them you'll feel like you have all the answers to your many questions.

Jaded Mama said...

I like PM but would go with something generic like....Jane or Sally so you at least give her a real name.....