For some reason today I am really dragging. I don't feel motivated to do anything. I am feeling kind of "blah" today.
I am sleeping good at night, so I don't think that is the problem. I think I am just feeling overwhelmed with having to move again. It's hard work to move and I hate that I seem to be doing the moving by myself. I am going to have the moving company move most of my stuff, but there are things they won't take in the truck; like pictures and lamps.
I am excited about getting into the apartment so the pets and I can be in one place for a while, but I am also sad that I am losing the house. I have been in this house for ten years and I remember how excited I was when I moved in. And now, ten years of hard work and making all my payments on time don't seem to matter at all.
But I know it will all be OK in the end, even if my heart is broken a little bit.