Thursday, January 01, 2009

Happy 2009!!!

Happy New Year!!!

Today has been the best day. S and I decided to just get together today since neither of us wanted to be on the road yesterday. I drove to her house this morning and we spent the day together and it was just perfect. S's Mom cooked a ham and boy was it good. I always forget how much I love ham.

After lunch S and I just hung out and enjoyed each others company. In the last week we have made the decision that I need to start looking for a place closer to her right now instead of waiting until the summer. We both regret the fact that I signed a new 6th month lease and wish there was a way I could get out of it.

Tonight I told her that I was excited to see where we would be a year from today and her response was, "I promise you one thing...we will be living together." I can't wait for that day.

As I was driving home tonight I had this amazing sense of peace and contentment. I feel so loved and appreciated and know that every single struggle I went through to get here was worth it all. Tonight as S and I were talking she told me that she was sorry I was hurt so badly by Laura, but was thankful that it gave her a chance to be with me. She then told me that the 5 of us (me, S, Sophie, Bonk and Ben) belong together. I love how she always includes my babies.

I have always felt that how you spend the first day of the New Year is how the rest of your year will be. I think it's a good sign that I spent the day in the arms of the woman I love. It's going to be a great year.

7 comments:

Lynilu said...

Sounds like a perfect day. I'm glad you are having the best time of your life. Happiness, dear friend!

redfrog27 said...

Happy New Year. I am glad also you found happiness.

Anonymous said...

Happy New Year, sounds like a perfect start for a great year.
Kim

Sandra said...

Ruh roh, I spent most of the 1st sleeping. And I enjoyed it! But I sure hope that isn't how my whole year is going to go :)

Caroline said...

lynilu--it really was the perfect day. it's going to be nice when that is my everyday life. :)

redfrog--hope you had a good New Year and hope you are feeling better.

kim--yes it was a good way to start off the year. hope you also had a good day

sandra--you did something you enjoyed...so i would call that a good day. maybe this means you will take more time for just you this year.

amy h said...

Happy '09, Caroline! I hope the entire year stays on the same good note as it started on! (or an even better note)

Caroline said...

amy--happy new year to you as well. i also hope that the rest of the year is this good.