Random Thoughts

~So I have made it past the critical 72 hour period. It seems the cravings for a cigarette are a lot worse today. I am even thinking about going into work for a few hours today to get my mind off of smoking. I know I have come too far to turn back now and I am determined never to smoke again.

~Last night my co-workers and I got together and had a blast. I can always count on a good laugh when I am around them. One of my co-workers brought this awesome Reuben dip. If you love Reuben sandwiches, you will love this dip.

~Last night I took Sophie out for her last walk around 12:30am. As I walked past this one apartment it was very obvious that someone was having a very good time.

~I am not sure what is up with Sophie, but 3 times this week she has got me up around 6:30am to go outside. It was so much easier when I just had to open the back door and let her out. Now I have to actually get dressed when she needs to go potty.

~Barry Manilow is coming to concert at the end of this month. I really want to go, but can't seem to find anyone that wants to go with me.

~I still upset with my best friend because her lack of support in terms of me quitting smoking. When I think back to all that I have supported her through and then for me to have such a general "good luck on your smoking ban" really hurt my feelings. But then I feel guilty for being upset because I wonder if I am just being too sensitive.

~I started out the week by thinking I would not tell anyone besides a few people that I had quit smoking. Well, it seems I can't keep my mouth shut because I have told a lot of people that I have quit. I was worried that by telling people I would look like a fool if I failed, but it seems that by telling others it has actually motivated me more.