When I graduated from high school I went straight onto college. After 3 years of college I was feeling burned out and not really motivated. I decided to take a break and figure out exactly what I wanted to do. To this day I am thankful that I took that time off because it gave me a chance to get recharged and find my motivation. When I did go back to finish my degree I knew exactly what I wanted and it showed in my grades. I was on the deans list and getting straight A's. The funny thing is, I really don't remember working that hard. It seemed to come so natural to me and I knew this was what I was suppose to do.
When I first started this blog it was for ex-Jehovah's Witnesses. I talked mainly about being raised a Jehovah's Witness and how that affected my life. It was a huge turning point when I changed the name of the blog to where I was not looking at myself as a label. When I changed the name of the blog it became more personal. I was no longer looking at the past but was living in the moment.
When I changed the name to Mirror Images, I think it was a point in my life where I was looking outward to all those in my life. This has been an amazing experience for me because I realized I am surrounded by so much love. It's pretty amazing to look at all those in your life and to have so much love reflecting back to you.
This weekend I will be starting a new chapter in my life. Don't worry, I am not going to change the name of my blog or address. But I am going to take a small break.
Lately I feel like I am not being as honest on my blog as I had in the past. There is so much I want to share and most of it is very personal. I feel that taking a break to allow my mind to focus on the move will be best for right now. I need to focus on saying goodbye to all the good and bad memories that I have had in this house. There is a lot of letting go that needs to take place and I feel that I need to focus on that right now.
I hope everyone comes back this weekend for day one of the new and improved Caroline