I have had the blues since Monday and I can't seem to shake them. I'm not too sure what's going on, but I already miss feeling good and not feeling so negative about everything. Ugh...
Here are some of the thoughts that are going on in my mind today:
~I am really OK with being single, but there are so many things right now that I wish I had someone to share with. One of the worst feelings is feeling like I am alone. Technically I know I am not alone, but sometimes I really feel like I am fighting this battle by myself. I hate these days when I can't seem to see all the wonderful people in my life that are there for me.
~When I spend 45 minutes talking with a client and then the next day they call me a bitch, it really hurts. Sometimes I wonder about my decision to become a social worker.
~I am really angry with her right now. I got yet another bill in the mail that is her responsibility. She checked out 3 books with my library card in 2005 and lost them. I got a letter from the library saying I need to pay $105 or it will go to a collection agency. When will her surprises stop?
~The last few weeks I really think Sophie gets depressed when I leave in the morning. She was so used to having someone home during the day and I wish she could understand that I have to leave in the morning.
I am going to go home now and hopefully find that positive attitude I had just a few days ago.