Last night I had my second appointment with my new therapist. I almost canceled it because I thought "I am doing so well now do I really need to go." But I decided to keep the appointment and I am glad that I did. I trust this new therapist. Last night I shared something with her that I have not shared with anyone. Sharing this thing with someone felt good. It kind of feel like I don't have the weight of the world on my shoulders now.
Two weeks ago I decided to let go of my fear and just trust Susan completely. It has been amazing how letting go and trusting her has made our relationship so much stronger and we are so much closer.
I think I am getting a hang of this whole trust thing.