Sunday, October 05, 2008


I find it kind of ironic that I got coupons from Marlboro yesterday. Oh the temptation.

This has been a really hard weekend. I have had a lot of moments where I am so thankful that I quit smoking, but I have also had moments where I would give $100 for one cigarette. Susan is thrilled that I have quit smoking. She was a little hesitant when I told her that I did it cold turkey because she knows how hard it can be. She told me it takes a lot of willpower to quit smoking the way I did. And yes, my kisses are much better when I don't smell like an ashtray.

This time around I seem to be so much more emotional. I literally cry at the drop of a hat and I am feeling very insecure about a lot of things. I keep telling myself that this is only temporary, but at times it seems like it will never end.

Breathe in....Breathe out.


MJ said...

How do you eat an elephant? One bite at a time. How do you become a non-smoker? One minute at a time. Hang in there! You can do it!

amy h said...

Did you throw the coupons out? :)

Keep going -- you're doing great!

Caroline said...

amy--after i took the picture i threw the coupons in the dumpster.

Julie said...

Those guys are like drug dealers. You are better than that. One bite at a time.

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