I've decided that I want to have the life of one of my pets. They have very little stress and I am there to take care of their every need. They don't have to worry about the gas prices and how it now costs $60 to fill up the car. They don't have to worry that the prices at the grocery store are going up faster then the price of gas. They have no alarm clock and sleep whenever they want and get up whenever they want. Whenever they "voice" their opinions I listen to what they have to say even if I can't understand what they are saying. They have preference when we are all sleeping on the bed. I will move my body to make sure they are comfortable.
So yes, I want to have the life of one of my pets. I just need a small break from life in general. I need just a couple of days where I don't have to worry about money, work, still being single and just feeling incredibly lonely. I miss having someone to come home to at night. I miss not having someone call me in the middle of the day just to see how my day is going. It is really hard when I am going through something difficult and I don't have anyone at home to "process" it with. Yes I am enjoying being single, but there are some days where I really miss having a partner to go through life with.
I know one day I will finally find her, but right now I am just feeling lonely and overall kind of blah.