Unpacking

The unpacking has begun. First thing to unpack was part of the kitchen. I have had everything in the kitchen packed up for two weeks now and I am tired of eating off paper plates. I am going to take the next couple of days to decide exactly what I am going to unpack. I know I do not want to unpack everything because I am going to be moving eventually.

I had my afternoon of feeling sorry for myself and I am ready to move on. I spent the afternoon calling all the utility companies to make sure that come Friday morning I still have lights, hot water and the most important thing: cable and Internet.

When the mailman came this afternoon I remembered that two weeks ago I put in a change of address to start Friday. I went to the post office and filled out my cancel form. I just hope it gets taken care of and my mail is not interrupted. But if that is the worst thing to happen from all this, I think I can handle that.

I know I keep saying this, but I really do have some of the best friends out there. A handful of my friends have talked me through this afternoon helping me come up with solutions. The support and love they have offered are priceless and really have left me speechless. When I told one friend I didn't know what to say to her generosity, she simply said, "You do not need to say anything."

I again need to mention my wonderful job. The support I have received from my supervisors (I have 3) has been a true blessing. I think back to that first job that I went to and stayed for just one hour knowing that I did not belong there. I remember leaving there wondering if I was making a big mistake. The three months that I have been at my current job has proven to me that I did indeed make the right decision. I called my main supervisor (the one that has been privy to my crying spells this week) to thank her again for being understanding and to let her know that I was doing OK. It's nice knowing that I can consider my supervisors more then just my boss', but my friends.

And last, but certainly not least, thank you all for your kind words of support and love. The comments and numerous emails I have received from people have been wonderful. When I started this blog almost two years ago I had no idea that my life would be touched by so many wonderful people. Each and every one of you are a treasured part of my life.

Tomorrow is a new day and I am bound to make it a good day. It's my Friday and I don't have to be back at work until Tuesday. It's suppose to be hotter then hell this weekend, which is the perfect opportunity to rethink my situation at the pool.