We had a gorgeous sunset last night. We had storms moving in and the sky was breathtaking. I am going to miss the sunsets when I move into my apartment. I won't have a good view of the gorgeous sunsets that Kansas City gets.Each day I continue to pack a little more. All my dishes and glasses are packed, so for the next couple of weeks I will be eating off paper plates. I have gone through the canned goods and gotten rid of all the stuff I know I will never use or that is outdated. Note to self: go through the cabinets more then I have in the past. Boy, there was a lot of stuff that had been pushed to the back and were so outdated.
Laura will be in town this week for work and to pick up Bonk. I would do anything to keep Bonk, but I just don't see how it would work out. Oh, and I am still looking for a home for Asrto. He's one of the most loving cats I know. So if any of you would love to welcome a wonderful cat into your home, please let me know.
It seems like it's a typical Sunday in my mind. I think I am just feeling a little down and kind of having a pity party for myself. There are so many people that I know that are taking vacations and I am so angry that ALL my vacations for this year were fucked up by Laura.
Every.
Single.
One.
Instead, any money that I could have spent on a vacation, even a small one, is being spent towards moving into an apartment. In all my life, I have never known someone that has spent most of her adult life being so selfish and self absorbed.
There....I feel better. Sorry I had to bring you along for this pity party.
Monday can't get here soon enough.
Honey it had to be said and i'm glad you said it. You have the right. Hugs... I haven't packed a thing yet *gulp*
ReplyDeleteWell! I'm glad you finally said it!! Yes, she is. But you've grown a lot through the experience, so (except for 0 vacation) you're smarter, and you're waaaaaay ahead on the friends scale. I'm proud of you.
ReplyDeleteWish I could be there to help you move, but there is no way at this time. You'll be alright. I know it is hard. I was thinking about how hard it is for me to do many things by myself, but I figure out ways to do it, and I know you will, too. :)
Good luck with all your packing. We are finally getting everything settled in... just a few more boxes to put away. I hate moving!
ReplyDeleteDo all you can to let out your anger for Laura. Otherwise, it will poison you.
patti--girl you better get packing. :) as for the comment... it's amazing what a little bit of time will do for your view on how things were and what you thought they were
ReplyDeletelynilu--i know if you were here or could be here you would be. no worries. packing is so much easier with Penelope anyway. :) as for the friends scale...i can't even explain how much i have come out on the better end of that scale. maybe i needed to go through all of this to show me how many friends i really have. before this i am not sure i really appreciated my friends. lessons can be learned from everything
trop--i also hate moving and to be moving in august in kansas city is going to be hell. i am praying for a cool front that weekend, but won't count on it. working hard on my anger towards laura. i feel i have come far from where i was even just a few months ago.